I back to blog... with a heart full of love! Never a time my love for someone felt so so so strong... what's wrong with me.. never once I had someone caring for me in such a way.. never a times someone can actually text me every minute every sec... I didn't knew I worth this type of love till you came into my life..you gave me a great amount of love I didn't expect you gave me a feeling I never felt before.. you are starting to stay in that important place in my heart... knowing I have problem with everything in my family you still willing to actually accept the fact that I may not be able to give you that happiness you wish to have..
I'm someone that has so low confident in myself that I even didn't dare to talk loudly with someone I don't know.. I'm someone that never had once believe someone will give me all the love I wanted but you did. Now we are together I'm starting to think about what will happen one day if you starts to get sick and tired of me and starts to feel that I'm annoying freak.. and would get rid of me in Ur life..I wouldn't want that day to come.I don't wan to let go. I know I'm being so silly to even start thinking of such things because I don't think I would have the will and power to stand up right from another fall like this.. I would totally break down.. I know I am weak.. I know I'm useless but this is just something I hate to face and tired to face it anymore. I really wish you would be the last that I would hold hands with and the last I wanna spend my last day with... I'm sure you are the one that I would be granting my wish... and that is watching the sunrise and sunset together with the one I love and that is you.. going to holiday together.. you are going to be the one I wanna take care of for the rest of my life. The one that I would risk my life just for you.. because you are my everything... I would comb Ur hair for you everyday.  I would remind you to have Ur meal and drink everyday. I would scrub Ur back for you, massage you when you are tired. I would take care of you when you are old.. even giving you my life... I am willing to do anything as log as you are with me.. you are going to love me like how I love you... I love you and will always be that great amount of love. :)