if there isn't you Tuesday, December 6, 2011 / 10:08 AM
i'm back taking some time off work to update my blog, well recently lots of unhappy things happen, lots of things that made me feel like giving up. feel like i am a fool infront of people that i really cared about. My care just became something that is so useless that people think that i am being a busybody poking my nose into their stuff. i am always smiling and making jokes that make people around me happy, helping everyone with every little things that will make them happy even just for a minute, but who actually remembered that i was the one that be with you when you actually need someone to talk to and make you laugh? no one.. no matter how much i seem to help them in everything that seem so important to them,i am just a transparent glass in their heart. no one would actually care whether i am sad or not because in their heart i am always the happy one. people always say you wouldn't know my pain because you have not been through what i have been through~ think of it i can totally say you are wrong. Every time before i said i understand i think about myself before i said it,if i haven been through what you are going through now i wouldn't have said i understand how you feel.. people that seem so strong infront of you doesn't mean that they didn't have bad times in life. after so much pain in these few days someone walked into my life. Is not a Girl but a Guy. don't think the other way round. He is a god bro i owned after i was hurt by someone close to me. he is always the one that makes me stand up on my feet again and again. hurtful things just came knocking onto me and he is always the one that is leading me to a new path so i won't get hurt again. never the less no matter what i post everyday on facebook he just seem to be looking but quietly whenever he see a post that seem i am not feeling happy at all there comes his caring sms. he is the one that see me as someone that he cares. Now at least i know that i am at least not transparent in one person's eyes. To me that's enough..
everyone stay happy always see you~ ^^
ah gor thanks for all the help and care you gave to me.ok that's for now. i will be changing my link soon..
thanks for always getting me on my feet whenever i was going to break down,
if there isn't you i wouldn't be here writing this post anymore. thank you for everything. you are
the most important person to me now. because no one think that i will treat them so important.
thank you!
everyone stay happy always see you~ ^^
JEFFREY제프리♥