Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see, the pain someone feels.

Everytime people ask me if I'm okay, it's just a reminder that I'm not.

You say you listen with all of your heart, so can you hear my silent screaming?

I'm tired of lying. I'm tired of crying. I know I've been smiling but inside I'm dying.

Should I hate you because you hurt me? Or love you because for that brief time you made me feel special?

I am always treated like a tissue paper,you think i am good when you are using me.. after i'm used and useless you just have to throw me away.not knowing that i'm a human with feelings.not knowing that by doing this i will get hurt. why am i always being treated this way~ why! i wish i didn't have feelings,i wish i didn't have a heart to feel hurt at all. i am so useless can't be like people that make use of me so cruel, i am so hopeless that been hurt by people around me again and again. why am i always treated this way. why am i always the one getting hurt, i need a break! i seriously need a break. i need a break from so much pain. i need a break to make my wound heal again.

people around me just think that i am strong enough to stand your insult and hurtful words,but you are wrong. I always tell myself that i have to be strong that because i need to confirm those who needs someone to be at their side but when i am hurt and sad who is actually here to comfort me?? who is actually here to give me to power to move on. i need a helping hands. i need someone to help me to move on. i need all the hurting people to stop coming my way. if this doesn't help i guess i have to removed my heart...

p/s:never think that a person seem so strong is always strong, he/she will have his/her weak times.