well i am back to blog after a long long time~ man i kind of feeling low today~ should i put it as low~ ermmmm.... i am not sure.. been sleeping for only 2hours this few days... waking up everyday at 8am to help my bro with task everyday and sleep at only 4-5am.. is this the fact that everyone as a human being will never remember what you really did for them..they will only remember the bad things about you.. damn why is people like that.. i really really hope my thought is wrong this time.. ..i don't wish to be hurt time again and again.. i pray that the bad ending will not come upon me again.. i don't wish to be hurt once again after healing from such pain.. time shall show everything...=( ok i shall blog till here i shall blog again soon...

p/s:hope things will get better~