If you are here to hurt me gratz you did it. Monday, October 3, 2011 / 4:17 AM
i pretty hurt by someone. i shouldn't says his name.. and i shall not say how is he related to me. well to the one that you think you did the right thing, you may be wrong. you think that by not talking to me i won mind at all, you are wrong too. if you think that whatever you said to me i may forget you maybe wrong too. maybe to you,you are right in doing the right thing. but i think you should think back and act again. by doing something like that you are seriously making me damn hurt. This hurts more thn breaking off with my girlfriends in the past. you know why?! NOT BECAUSE i am GAY! listen up. BECAUSE YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THEN ANYONE ELSE EVEN MY GF!but did you understand that?? i don deserve this kind of treatment before i went to sleep you talking good with me.. but after i'm awake things changed... i did nothing at all. but i am being ignored.. i was feeling damn lost at that time... i was thinking did i made you angry? think back again i was asleep how can i make you angry.. i didn't know what is happening. i don't know what are you trying to do.. you said that you won be forgetting me, i will be important to you too.. i believe your words. i believe you in every words you said.. i believe that you would not be anyone else in my life throwing me away after used... but what is this all about.. tell me.. say something to me! as a victim i need to know the reasons... without saying anything won help at all.. saying the reason not only help us in having good relationship as a friend it will also helps me understanding you more... i don wan to think that you are playing with my feelings in this past few days.. even if you are not talking to me i am still going to cared because before i trust in our relation i already treated you as one self.. you are damn important to me as you know.. no one has the same treatment... is this the way you wanna end? you can just say a word to me.. you don have to block me off from WHATAPP. you have really hurt me real hard.. you have really make me loses feeling to do anything anymore.. maybe you need some time is ok. i'll wait because i treat you like a family.. and you will always be... even if you tell me someday you are just playing with the relation we are having. u will always be part of my life... i treat you so good if this is what i am getting in return i am lost for words.... really lost for words
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