What goes up must come down Friday, September 16, 2011 / 3:06 PM
Everyday laughing,smiling doesn't mean i am happy. Yes i am happy but i have weak times. Have not eaten since last night and not asleep yet still now.who knows i am in pain? Nobody.. Keeping all the pain in my heart. Didn't wanna say it to anyone because i didn't want anyone to take my pain with me. I wish i was the only one suffering, i don't wish to see people around unhappy. But who is there to care? No one. I am alone so alone. Feels like shouting out all the pain. But nothing seems to help at all. Wish i could just disappear. Who will be sad when i really disappear? I bet nobody is gotta be sad and nobody gotta miss me too. Hai... Wanna sleep but my emotion is stopping me! My blog is the only one i can write all my pain but it still doesn't help at all. Is so hard to be human being. Why am i having this kind of thinking. I am really tired , tired of everything , tired of being throw again and again. I don't want to get anything in return after helping people.. But.....hai.... ..
JEFFREY제프리♥