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ANNOYING~ Wednesday, September 21, 2011 / 3:41 AM
well today's topic ~annoying~ ermmm annoying like me~ i think i really need to just shut my mouth.. i kept thinking that i am fucking annoying.. sry to use the F word but i seriously think that way.. i can see people are getting tired of me. getting pissed at me... although people said they weren't when i start asking them..but i just seriously felt it. maybe my feelings are wrong. nvm. maybe one day the whole world will start hating me~ thn i will be like well done i did really make the whole world hate me.. i am indeed really very .... damns...i need someone by my side telling me that i am not annoying. but no one did that.. maybe everyone just hates me. hate me for being so retarded.. someone told me this today.

" you live for yourself, not people around you, being good to yourself is being good to us."

really agree with this words but my mind just cared for other people thn myself. i always care about people first thn myself. but people always think that i am annoying. because i cared for them.. maybe too much care will lead to *annoying* dunno anyway this post isn't saying anyone,anybody. but all my thinking.. i need someone to talk to but no one is there so i am saying all this to my blog. my blog is the only that that i can turn to. as for the kor i was talking about recently well he did care for me but he is abit busy now. didn't wan to disturb him. because i don wan to make another person hates me. so i better type everything here maybe i will feel better... well i am not emo-ing. i just feels really uncomfortable to keep everything inside me.. so i just want to voice everything out. i really feels like shouting! but is 4.00am in the morning. so i better SHUT! haha ok erm i am actually done with today's topic. see you tomorrow my blog! haha i decided to SMILE! because i promise someone that i will SMILE!

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