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black and white=) Sunday, July 31, 2011 / 6:32 PM
Back to blog with my laptop... haven been blogging with my laptop for a long long time.. because i kept using my phone to do it.. so i can only post some short post.. but for now i need to post some thoughts that is damn long.. so i needa use laptop to do so..ok start with the topic today.. ==black and white==
i read a post from a friend talking about his life.people not caring for him. well after reading i actually thought of it myself.. is similar to what happens to me when i was in secondary school.." i cared for others but who is there to care for me" this sentence is always what i will say when i was in secondary. actually this is life. sometimes you see your friend being sad, being hurt by someone close to them, you actually feels the hurt.because they are our friends too..then you think of all ways to make them happy. after a while they feels much better thn they starts to forget who is the one that makes them feels better.. The next day when you are sad and hurt in one corner there isn't anyone that notices that you are sad or hurt at all. you seems to be transparents out of sudden... is that what you call friends?? not even a simply care is notices.. when you go out with a group of good friends. when you starts to emo behind no one even notices that you are all alone behind.. slowly you begin to be more far away with the group.. who cares? who notices that you are actually behind.. no one... only yourself knows that...
sometimes your friends said "hey help me buy XXX for me thanks..." you did it because he/she is your friend is just buying something.. nothing big.. the next day you begin to say "hey can help me buyXXX??" they answer you" you got no leg arh? can't you do it yourself?" this is the kind of reply you get when you ask some friends to buy something for you.. but when they ask you to do it, you did it without even complaining..! am i a maid to you? no.. but why am i being treated this way?? who can actually read what are your friends thinking about? no one.. who can we share our sorrow with? no one.. who can we cry to? no one.. when you start a friendship with a friend sometimes they always say"Don't worry i will be here to share your pain and unhappy things with you.."end up? no one even care?! My life is like black and white=( friends are just people studying with me..
but after sometimes.. you think back.. they are actually looking out on everything you do.. some friends just don't know how to express their care to you.. that is the reason why they didn't care and ask.. because they are afraid that they may hurt you by saying things that didn't have any effect of comforting you.. they rather not speak..when you have people finding you trouble, the people that care helping you are always your friends?! so my life became colourful because of all my friendS! so... friends is the best.. when you have the right friends! you will stay as happy as always! sometimes communication is the key to better friendship! talk to your friends more they may understand you even more! moral of story, treasure all your friends around you!

Labels: friends are the one that gives my life colours