what best?! Monday, April 18, 2011 / 11:57 PM
back to blog. i thought i would have a mood for blogging but.. i was wrong.. i am so depressed right now. reason?? i think i lost a friend again. maybe i am jus care too much. i care for people, first people will think that you are "so caring" AT FIRST! but.. after sometimes people may just forget about the care that i did. AND MY CARE BECAME a problem. maybe from now i should just stop caring. i don't CARE because i have a motive?! i don't CARE because I WANTED SOMETHING IN RETURN?! i just simple CARE for all my friends?! what's wrong with that?! i just simply don't understand at all. people always come to me when they are down,all i can do is comfort..thn after PROBLEM come on my way again. Maybe i should just disappear.. i bet no one would care too.. well my disappear as in going to a far away place. *not dying* Maybe i should stop caring for everyone right now?! Maybe i should be a COLD BLOODY from now?! but i can't.i don't bear to see MY FRIENDS being sad! being hurt. so i cared but seem that my care is just causing too much problems.. OH MY GOD! tell me what to do?! i am lost again. oh cool i am once again lost in my own world.FRIENDS??? what are friends??!! i really don't know anymore. i don't wanna care anymore?!! i SHALL MIA SOON.. and for LONG!
shall blog till here..
P/S: jeffrey is no longer the jeffrey that you have known long ago...
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