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FRIENDS Monday, April 11, 2011 / 3:38 PM
back to blog.. ha..so bored i shall keep blogging.stupid me i went to say that i going to hide my sickness from her! lol. i forgotten that she look at my blog everyday! now feeling very heavy lor. my head like going to explode! like dying soon! haa. everyday i picture in my blog! dun worry all bigbang member! haa because i love bigbang! recently listening to taeyang's son bring back lots of memory in the past. how i wish that can travel back in time! so that i can treasure things,do my part to love everyone! my stupid behaviour last time was damn bad. i felt guilty for treating all my friends that way. for that i seek ur forgiveness. i know sometimes sorry can solve all things but i am serious in apologizing for my mistakes in the pass.. today a monday a new day of my life every week. every unhappy things last week shall be in the RUBBISH BIN. because today is a new start of a week.. sometimes reading people's blog make my heartbreak. sitting in front of the computer reading the emo post of urs i felt really bad for not doing my part as a friend to keep you always happy. i wish i could be by ur side to comfort you, to share ur pain with you. as a friend i don't wish to see my friend being so hurt by relationship. i'm sorry for not being by ur side to share ur pain with you. sometimes i keep thinking, putting a stop to my study to help my family is it a good decision. is so painful to leave all my friends especially DA INSANE. i didn't wan to leave but i have no choice at all. i regret sometimes. but i have no other way out. now i know the important of friends around u. althought sometime they make fun of ur name,ur everything. but in the end when you are sick or sad.they will be the only one beside you sharing thoughts with you giving you advise. now that i loss a friend, i have a friend lesser for me to share my thought.i have one less friend to miss me again. sorry for the hurting words that i have said. in the end i shall end my blog with the last line,