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Friday, March 18, 2011 / 4:22 AM
back to blog. using laptop. went to the vet today! but it was not open! my cat is sick badly man,if i can take all her pain i wish i would help her instead. alot of thought going through my mind today. i hate the feeling of being nag at. i jus damn hate! whn somebody nag at me i would be pissed off. now a days i would get piss jus because of simple things. i hate it i jus hate it whn i get pissed jus because of little things some how went back to the old days of myself. i dun wan that kind of attitude. sometimes things all jus messed up! things jus didn't went the way i wan it to be. seriously dunno wad to do.can somebody tell me wad to do?! i need to see a doctor man. i think i am mentally unstable. serious i am not joking at all. getting pissed of because of little things not only is a attitude problem is also a mentally sickness. that wad i think i think i seriously need a doctor.ppl may ask " how are you?!" or even "how's life?" and i actually put my blog address up on facebook, twitter. but nobody jus didn't bother to take a look why still ask? i seriously dun understand at all.anyway i dun care anymore. keep telling ppl go see my blog arh! they will reply "yeah will" but in the end? wad do i mean take a look at my blog? it means to go to ur internet explorer and type in www.attitudeboiii.blogspot.com and read all the post and understand how am i living. thn leave a tag behind. not go into my blog scroll down and up thn close it?! people jus dun understand how i feels at all. nobody care at all. i hate it. i hate it. ppl would say FRIENDS FOREVER! WOW!!!! easy to say huhh..wad do you mean by friends forever? friends for life. friends doesn't to be going out every month ,every week ,every day thn we can be friends forever?! even when ur friends is oversea you talk to him/her often even if we are far away from each other doesn't mean we will not remember each other. when i dun online ppl say "jeffrey why you dun online?" i say i dun have a computer for me to get online. thn ppl will say get one then. easy to say huh ppl not like you guys you will get wad you wan whn ask for it? i WORK HARD for wad i wan ok. thn now, i get online everyday without fail. NOBODY will even care to talk to me! IS NOBODY! i take my first step to talk to everyone ask them how's life there,thn you guys ask back. that wad you call friends? ur mouth say miss you,you heart sure say eeeeee.. who miss you? i jus hate the feeling of being left out. jus because you got poly friends you can forget about ur secondary sch friends huhh.. yarh you guys will say i got no time. busy, got project. WOW you got time to go out with GF,BF no time to even type a words of care in msn? WOW.. got time to play game, no time to ask how's life? felt so disappointed right. serious. anyway typing so much won't help at all too. for after saying all my feeling out i feel better. that's all for today. bye.

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