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smile=) Wednesday, January 19, 2011 / 8:35 AM
Sometimes come to think of sad and unhappy things. We feel like crying. And even die! But think back about all the unhappy things that happen to my life,i was once sad and unhappy and even think of ending my life. Well come to think of it. I was happy and felt lucky that i didn't do anything stupid. Ha. Cuz i am happy with my life now. Although sometimes things do happen in such a way that you don't want it to happen. But after all if you work hard and think of a solution to solve it, it will actually turns out to be better..i am human too but i choose to think of things in a positive way so things wil turn out to be positive too. So ya. Ha. Was many times backstabbed by my friends and even good friends.. At that point of time i really felt like killing them, killing myself too. I kept asking myself why do i have such a friend, now i felt that no matter how someone stabbed you in your back you jus have to pull out the knife from your back and stab it into his/Her back! Ha. Kidding;-). Well i think wad happen long ago sometimes we should jus learn to forgive and forget? Well you said forget but i don't think such a painful process nobody would actually forget. For me i actually remembered every single little things that happen on me. Because i could actually reflect about why would this happen with this and every little things. By doing this you can actually change to be positive and never repeat the same mistake to let anyone have any chance to stab you in your back.. So that's well i am a better and cheerful person now...we all make mistakes but we must learn to stand up to our mistake that will make us a better person in life.. LIKE ME! well for all mistake that i done in the past, for ppl that hates me,for ppl think that i am a unreasonable person, for ppl think that i am a fucking bloody idiot that feels like be punch! Well i ONCE AGAIN SAY I AM SORRY FOR ALL THAT I HAVE DONE HOPE I AM FORGIVEN. Another point,for ppl that have backstabbed me last time, for ppl who thinks that I AM a fool, for ppl that make fun of me all the times.LISTEN! THANK YOU FOR DOING THOSE THINGS TO ME.as you guys made me learn how to be strong. So thanks and you guys are forgiven as i know you guys are not that mean! Ha. TO FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN WITH ME WHEN I NEEDED HELP THE MOST.THANK YOU TOO.without you guys with ME i think i long have BEEN dead! So thank YOU you guys know who you are. And i won't forget you guys. Ppl i know no matter good or bad you have sure once been my friend. So work hard in life! I AM sure you will be a good person some day....AND JEFFREY IS NO LONGER THE UNREASONABLE JEFFREY YOU GUYS KNOW,THAT JEFFREY HAVE LONG BEEN DEAD! Well i HAVE DONE with all the writing. Ha. So happy after i wrote all this! Hope you guys who read it will feel the happiness too. SMILE EVERYONE!!! MR PIG SIGNING OFF~